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Finally got my phone back!! Ah I'm am really happy at the moment and I just have no words to express how I feel! The 6th made four months that I went without anything but books and school. And now that I have my phone back I am not going to do anything stupid... Well anything stupid that has anything to do with my phone that is, because I am still a teenager and am going to make a million and one more mistakes in my lifetime. A downfall to having my phone back is that my parents now have my texts set up where they get them sent to us at the end of the month; so that they can read them and make sure that I haven't done anything or said anythin

So a lot has happened since... well forever. But lets start this writing thing off slow, I mean it's not like anyone actually reads this any ways. Truly this is the only place for me to get out all of my anger, frustrations, fears, happiness's without having someone trying to tell me that my feelings are wrong. Without having someone tell me to stop feeling that way like it's that easy. Here let me begin.     Three years ago I lost my best friend (my uncle) to who ever the hell knows what. I understand the whole bullshit excuse that it was his time to go and that he is in a better place now but the pain still hurts. And you want to know wha

There was a lot that happened in 2012 most of which I feel is bad, some of which I feel was good and then some that was right smack dab in the middle. My life was changed this last year and I have found some things out about myself, and my family that I never thought I would. After this year nothing will be the same and there is no way I can go back from it. I can only move forward onto new beginnings and ends. But that is life is it not?     Life has moved on, in many ways, without me. This is something I have felt for a very long time and this year I found it to be true. The world around me lives while I sit and watch from the sidelines.